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I don't want to go to work. I want to go back to college. At least summer is a third of the way over already.

I should get a therapist, but I hate having things wrong with me, I have being told to change who I am. I hate having to deal with all this "baggage". I just want to be normal, instead of taking every little plan change personally, and not ever being able to articulate what I want, and instead hoping that the people around me will somehow magically know what it is that I need.