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interpol15) wrote2006-05-03 11:44 am
interpol15) wrote2006-05-03 11:44 am
It just now hit me this is more than just a set back
Livejournal sucks. It keeps having problems loading my pages and stuff. Bastards.
My life is one big Relient K song.
The album Mmhmm feels like it's pratically describing everything that's happening right now.
I just need someone to promise me that I'll get through this and do something right for once.
This is for the person that matters most:
I know you don't hate me, and know that I'll always love you.
I know I took things too far, and that's it's my fault.
But the things that cause the pain will never go away.
This sort of thing will always hurt.
It's just a matter of what's more important:
all the good, or all the bad?
My life is one big Relient K song.
The album Mmhmm feels like it's pratically describing everything that's happening right now.
I just need someone to promise me that I'll get through this and do something right for once.
This is for the person that matters most:
I know you don't hate me, and know that I'll always love you.
I know I took things too far, and that's it's my fault.
But the things that cause the pain will never go away.
This sort of thing will always hurt.
It's just a matter of what's more important:
all the good, or all the bad?
melancholy
And melancholy is good: use it for a time of reflection and "holy shit, what do *I* want to do with my life?" sort of revelation in a peaceful, depressed way.
I hope the sun is shining soon.
I don't mean literally.
Damn glare.