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May. 3rd, 2006 11:05 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
interpol15I've given up and now I'm just indifferent.
I don't think my meds are helping.
I freak out when the littlest thing doesn't go according to plan and I hate it.
I just don't know how to stop.
I've gone through all my psych texts, and bipolar type II seems like the best diagnosis for me, but I feel like there's something still missing.
I need order, the same thing day in and day out, and if plans are made, then they can't be broken.
Chaos just troubles me, and makes me fly off the hook at any little problem.
I'm afraid that I'm too much for everyone to handle
I don't want to drive those that I love away from me.
I'm afraid I'm doing that to Wilson.
Even when we fight, I look at him and it's like I'm home.
I don't know what to say.
Everything's about to change.
I don't think my meds are helping.
I freak out when the littlest thing doesn't go according to plan and I hate it.
I just don't know how to stop.
I've gone through all my psych texts, and bipolar type II seems like the best diagnosis for me, but I feel like there's something still missing.
I need order, the same thing day in and day out, and if plans are made, then they can't be broken.
Chaos just troubles me, and makes me fly off the hook at any little problem.
I'm afraid that I'm too much for everyone to handle
I don't want to drive those that I love away from me.
I'm afraid I'm doing that to Wilson.
Even when we fight, I look at him and it's like I'm home.
I don't know what to say.
Everything's about to change.
