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I'm bored and my phsyics lecture got out early, so i'm going to subject you all to my random babbling. Oh, and this format is stolen from breakmouth. Thanks.

TEN random things about me
10. I hate sappy romantic comedies, but I loved You've Got Mail
9. I started on Parliments
8. I "borrow" silverware from the dining hall
7. I think that the j-club dating circle is just plain mean and despicable
6. I've always envied people who are able to give themselves wholly to a religion
5. I prefer to stay in my dorm then to constantly go all around madison all the time
4. The best flavor of anything is cherry or strawberry
3. I like the way makeup smells
2. I have a minor iron deficiency
1. I hate almost all nuts

NINE places that i've visited
9. The Wakayama train station
8. Custer
7. Edmonton
6. New Jersey
5. Yuma
4. San Deigo
3. Lomira
2. Shingu
1. New York

EIGHT things I want to do before I die.
8. Get my tattoo's
7. Spend a week with my sister in NJ without my parents
6. Go to a REAL punk/metal concert
5. Have someone tell me that they think my music tastes an clothing style are cool
4. Date a guy that would TOTALLY freak out my parents
3. Visit Berlin
2. Learn how to make it on my own
1. Learn to play guitar

SEVEN ways to win my heart
7. Give me strawberry flavored chocolate
6. Not be afraid to look the way you want to be, no matter how many stares you get
5. Like graveyards
4. Teach me how to sew
3. Wear eyeliner
2. Help me dye my hair
1. Be willing to disagree on things and not let it consume you or me

SIX things I believe in
6. Life isn't fair
5. Love transcending everything
4. We all have room to improve
3. music
2. We are NEVER alone
1. Death

FIVE things that I'm afraid of
5. Bugs, especially big roaches
4. Rejection
3. Having an undiagnosed mental illness
2. Being emotionally hurt
1. Giving speeches

FOUR of my favorite items in my room
4. My computer
3. My black sparlky cardigan
2. My iPod
1. My wallscrolls

Two truths and a lie make THREE (but which is which?)
3. I hurt myself
2. I've tried pot
1. I wish that I knew Russian

Two things I'm trying not to do right now.
2. Study for Japanese
1. Cry because I feel depressed

One person that I need to see right now
1. The person who considers me their best friend

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Ugh. For a Friday, it's beena crappy day. My lunch has decided to disagree with me, and so I feel like shit now. My windows face the parking lot in Liz, and for the past week they've been jackhammering all the concrete out and they start at 7 FUCKING am. My room is actually cold for once, which means that we have a freezing breeze coming through our windows, blowing everything around.
God. I've got two quizzes next week. Japanese means verbs, particles and katakana. We've already memorized ALL the hiragana. And physics means that I've got about two-three chapters to read by wednesday and the professors shows the slides at about one every five seconds. You can't take your damn notes in that class even if you tried. Bastards.
At least my classes are done for the day. And my iTunes has finally started playing my AFI. I have it on random, and it played about FIVE muse songs out of the first 30 or so songs that it's started with.

God do i need a fag. And a drink.

And by fag i mean cigarrete. It's called britspeak people (or would that be eurospeak?)

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This is the only entry i am leaving on public, so that anyone who runs across this can play the game.

ok, this is a challenge to all those who read my journal (the two people that do, i mean). This is also from breakmouth, the rad girl from australia, whom I first met by answering these questions.

The Rules
1. Open up your misic player on your computer and put it on random
2. write down the first 25 songs that play
3. pick your favorite lyrics from said songs and post ONLY the lyrics on your lj
4. ANYONE can guess at the songs, and if they're right i'll cross out or italicize the lyrics, put the song and artist and the person who guessed them on there. Please post them as a reply to this update.
5. Those that do get them right are wicked cool, and...umm...as a prize I'll stop bugging everyone with these random and annoying posts.

Have Fun!

1. Am I the star beneath the stairs, am I the ghost upon the stage AFI, Morningstar. found by breakmouth.

2. Try to get by on bread and water, craving blood poured from the alter now

3. I will not deny that nothing can defend me from the helplessness that's cutting deep inside

4. The ancient wounds so deep and so dear, the revelation is of hatred and fear The Sacrament by H.I.M. found by breakmouth

5. And just stop putting stock in all of this stuff

6. I'm breaking my back just to know your name, but heaven ain't close in a place like this the Killers: Somebody told me. found by illgiveupinyou

7. Behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm, and all I find are souvenirs of better times Death Cab for Cutie: Title and Registration. found by illgiveupinyou

8. Gregor was down again, said come on kick me again, said I'm so drunk I don't mind if you kill me

9. I'm back at the crossroads again, let me stand

10. Home spun desperation's knowing inside your cover's always blown

11. The colder you touch the more it turns me on

12. I've seen so many that cannot compare to your ocean eyes

13. I've gone all this fucking way to wind up back at the start

14. I pray, I beg, for anything to hit me in the face, and this sickness isn't me

15. Oh, all your history's like fire from a busted gun

16. Kiss me like you did, my heart stopped beating, such a softer sin

17. I wanted freedom, bound and restricted. I tried to give you up but I'm addicted Muse: Time is Running Out. found by illgiveupinyou

18. I might be crazy but at least I won't play their fucking game

19. Give us this day our daily dead, keep it in the news till the bans been lifted

20. But how could a rooftop view in London be just the same as one in Brooklyn? Alkaline Trio: The Poison. found by illgiveupinyou

21. I've got a hunger twisting my stomach into knots Death Cab for Cutie: Sound of Settling. found by illgiveupinyou

22. What's the point of robbery if nothing's worth taking?

23. Do I look pretty walking down the street in the best damn dress I own? My Chemical Romance, Give 'em Hell, Kid. found by breakmouth.

24. Your love is a razorblade kiss, sweetest is the taste from your lips H.I.M. Razorblade Kiss. found by breakmouth.

25. Skin is cold and white, such a lovely lonely night Breaking Benjamin, Breakdown. found by breakmouth.

That's all folks!