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[interpol15]

Wow. Let me just say that again. Wow. Life has been insane the last few weeks.

School
I survived exams (yay!) and actually passed all my classes, which is a huge relief. My schedule for next semester is complete, but I think I'm going to drop German and maybe take Intro to Japanese Culture and Civilization (no knowledge of actual Japanese required, thank god).

Holidays
Also survived those lovely little things that require me to hang with the family. Unfortunately, my mother has decided to tell anyone that she comes in contact with about everything in her children's lives. Which means that EVERYONE in my family (2nd cousins and Priest uncle included) know that I have a tattoo. WHich now means that I will no longer tell my mother anything of importance that I don't want my 4th grade teacher knowing about. Her loss.

New Year's
Went to go visit Wilson, which was mostly great, but almost ended with drama. It stemmed from us both having 2 different ideas of what the weekend was going to be like, some bad communication, and etc., but it's resolved. Right now, I really couldn't ask for more with him. While we've already had our share of spped bumps and stuff like that, and occasionally I've felt like despite how much I care for him I wish I could just throw him out a window, if this relationship just kept on going, I'd be okay with that. And I know he feels that way. We're not going to do anything drastic, just taking it one day at a time, but i know I'm completely comfortable and am able to be open with him.

Parents
*Shudders* This is where most of my problems are coming from. They just don't trust me with guys at all. I mean Wilson's visiting this weekend, and my parents are unwilling to let us be in the house alone together or even be in my room together with the door closed. I know that they think that I've never had ANY kind of relationship before, but in reality, Wilson is only my first long term one. They only don't know because my mother talks about my private life to everyone, and I hate that. But I'm still living under their house and with their rules, but it is so RUDE to me that even though I am 19, they treat me as when I was 15-16, and are unwilling or unable to believe that I have the intelligence and reason to be in a relationship without getting myself pregnant or spend al of my time just focused on the phsyical.

Some things are good, and some things are crazy. I can't wait to go back to school. And I'm beginning to think that this might be my last summer at home. I'm just too different of a person to live with my parents, we chafe against eachother too much.

Oh, does anyone know of or have any plans for any parties over the weekend? Please contact me (262.442.2853) if you have any info, ANY of you. I love you all and need to get out of the house, so please help me out if you love me back.

Comments

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

Thanks! She just told because it's something that none of her kids have ever done, nor did she think that any of us would ever get one. And go you for the tattoo! They're so much fun (but addicting). You'll have to post pics later then.

[strangelyshaded.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm having a party this weekend, in celebration of my birthday.

But since you're over the otherside of the world, that's pointless. But you did say ANY of us.

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Out of curiousity, how old are you now?

Wish I had the money to fly over to Australia and celebrate with you, but whatever. I'll just have to bug you over the internet then *evil laughter*

[strangelyshaded.livejournal.com]

I'm turning 4 now. I'm a big girl.

Ooh... online bugging,

Home sweet.. ah, fuck it.

[hidama-sky.livejournal.com]

Well, it's okay, part of me is looking forward to school as well. I can stand being home, because now both of my parents are at work, and that my parents an d I can still work everything out. And it's good that I, without asking, help around the house.

Call me, and I'll get you out of the house any ol' time with lunch, or I'll arrange a hang out thing. Oh, and be sure to call me so I can see your boyfriend.

Re: Home sweet.. ah, fuck it.

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

Hehe. I know how you feel. Especially with Julie having her wisdom teeth taken out, I've pretty much become the gopher of the house. I don't mind helping, it's just that it feels like no matter what I do, it's not good enough for my parents. i try to stay out of their way, help clean up, keep my room decently clean, but if I forget one or two things, they get annoyed, angry, or dissapointed in me. That and the whole thing where they still treat me like I'm a junior in high school. I want to bring it up and tell them that they need to start trusting me with my decisions, but everytime I forget to do something, I feel like it becomes a strike against me in the "I'm an adult department"

[http://users.livejournal.com/_fubuki_/]

I'm sorry that your parents are being so crap-tacular. I recommend getting a job and moving out: that takes care of the whole "under my parent's roof" thing. I'm looking into that solution myself...I just need a better job. Anyhow! I'll give you a call when I can! I've been fairly busy this whole week, visiting my family in SC and all. Uh oh - clothes done in the dryer - better go! That sounds like a cheap excuse, doesn't it, hahaha. Later!


-Sierra