Don't try to fix me, I'm not FUCKING broken

[interpol15]

I just don't fucking CARE anymore.

If you disapprove of who I am, what I like, and how I am living my life, just go AWAY. If you don't like me, then why are we fucking friends?

Don't try to change me, pursuade me, or "turn my life around" cause it's not going to work.

What I am is what a I am. What I do is my own damn business.

I'm done with my family trying to fix me, my friends trying to save my soul, and my own self for spending the last 7 years of my life trying to be what everyone else wanted me to be, and then fucking everything up in the process.


It's all up to me now, so turn on the bright lights, I'm so sick of all these faces and training myself not to care.

Comments

[chillywizard.livejournal.com]

i love you for who you are gail! you are FREAKIN AWESOME!!

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

Thanks. My family and some of my friends from high school have been getting on my nerves lately. They just don't seem to have realized that I've changed, and not in the ways that they expected me to.

I love you too for who you are, no matter what.

[chillywizard.livejournal.com]

YAY!!!! well yay for the you loving me too no matter what, not yay for those idiots making you feel bad for being who you are...and i know how you feel, everyone at home is kinda surprized at the ways ive changed since i left, and they all commented on my hair and such at my family reunionish thingie.