Spending all my time on a tightrope, praying I don't fall...but I already am

God, I'm such a terrible girlfriend. No one deserves to be stuck with a passive-agressive, depressed, emotional, anxious-aviodant, indecisive, and all together FUCKED UP person like me. I wonder why he's even stuck by me. I mean, I wouldn't, and I would completely understand it if he left. No one wants or needs (especially not someone as wonderful as Wilson) to be burdened with another person's problems, especially when they have as many as I do.

On another note, parts of the weekend were alright, and parts sucked. I can't wait for exams to just be over and to go home and hide from everything. And I'm hurting myself again. I know that I shouldn't do it, but it's all that I deserve.

I just want to be able to fall asleep for eternity and forget about all that I haven't become

Hey, on a cheerier note, here's a meme that I stole from breakmouth! All my answers are bolded and have "x"'s, just so that you know.

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