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Nov. 16th, 2005 02:53 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
interpol15It's my birthday. And despite the fact that I've got some sort of sinus cold, it's raining (soon to be snowing tonight perhaps), and I'm writing up an outline for my physics paper, I'm determined to make this a great birthday.
All I want to do is be with my friends here. I'm almost tempted to call Erica and Randi and ask if I can come over for D&D, just so I can hang with people. I don't want to be alone, that's all. Just not today of all days.
One more year left as an official teenager. This time next year I'll be a twenty-something. And once you hit your twenties, mentally you are different from a teenager. Just the realization that a whole chunk of my life is irrevocably over is just scary. Someday I will actually be looking back on this point in life, remembering how things were when I was young and their was so much out there for me.
I need to get out of this.
All I want to do is be with my friends here. I'm almost tempted to call Erica and Randi and ask if I can come over for D&D, just so I can hang with people. I don't want to be alone, that's all. Just not today of all days.
One more year left as an official teenager. This time next year I'll be a twenty-something. And once you hit your twenties, mentally you are different from a teenager. Just the realization that a whole chunk of my life is irrevocably over is just scary. Someday I will actually be looking back on this point in life, remembering how things were when I was young and their was so much out there for me.
I need to get out of this.
