Well, at least you have an idea why you might be acting like a bitch, and that makes things all the better. This past week, I've been off my friggin' rocker, and I have NO clue why. I know how you feel, but I think that you're lucky, haha. At least when you know why you are acting out, you don't feel insane.
I'm OK with my family (the ones I live with), but I don't feel tight nit. My sister and I get along, but maybe that's cos we never have anything to do with each other. My mom is over protective, and it makes me resentful. For example, I went to Jacob's house (7 minutes away), it was gonna snow so my mom freaked out on me. My sister drives to Milwaukee to meet a friend who lives in a crummy part of town - when it was snowing - My mom says *nothing* to her.I kind of hate those stories where the sisters are impossibly close and tight nit. I think they're fake, but they make my mom threaten to take my sister and I to a psychiatrist. That's my little bit on family issues though. They're really not so bad.
I think the worst part of everything is the abandonment issue though. Abandonment is a form of betrayal. THat's why they say that treasoners and people who commit mutiny are on the lowest circle of hell. Enough of that dramatic piece though, I hope that everything clears up!
Re: Roommates. Boyfriends. Choir. Family. Music.
Date: 2005-12-15 03:42 pm (UTC)Well, at least you have an idea why you might be acting like a bitch, and that makes things all the better. This past week, I've been off my friggin' rocker, and I have NO clue why. I know how you feel, but I think that you're lucky, haha. At least when you know why you are acting out, you don't feel insane.
I'm OK with my family (the ones I live with), but I don't feel tight nit. My sister and I get along, but maybe that's cos we never have anything to do with each other. My mom is over protective, and it makes me resentful. For example, I went to Jacob's house (7 minutes away), it was gonna snow so my mom freaked out on me. My sister drives to Milwaukee to meet a friend who lives in a crummy part of town - when it was snowing - My mom says *nothing* to her.I kind of hate those stories where the sisters are impossibly close and tight nit. I think they're fake, but they make my mom threaten to take my sister and I to a psychiatrist. That's my little bit on family issues though. They're really not so bad.
I think the worst part of everything is the abandonment issue though. Abandonment is a form of betrayal. THat's why they say that treasoners and people who commit mutiny are on the lowest circle of hell. Enough of that dramatic piece though, I hope that everything clears up!