It just now hit me this is more than just a set back

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Livejournal sucks. It keeps having problems loading my pages and stuff. Bastards.


My life is one big Relient K song.
The album Mmhmm feels like it's pratically describing everything that's happening right now.
I just need someone to promise me that I'll get through this and do something right for once.

This is for the person that matters most:

I know you don't hate me, and know that I'll always love you.
I know I took things too far, and that's it's my fault.
But the things that cause the pain will never go away.
This sort of thing will always hurt.
It's just a matter of what's more important:
all the good, or all the bad?

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melancholy

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Uh-oh... I had a bad case of melancholy just last week....

And melancholy is good: use it for a time of reflection and "holy shit, what do *I* want to do with my life?" sort of revelation in a peaceful, depressed way.

I hope the sun is shining soon.

I don't mean literally.

Damn glare.