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Jul. 8th, 2005 01:12 amwhat an interesting week. let's see, i almost got killed by a rogue firework, was dragged around the mall with three of my friends, found a great red eyeliner, and just got back from a Death Cab for Cutie concert at summerfest.
to those who responded to my last post-thanks, its nice to know i've got friends who care. but i've actually started to take some initiative. i've informed the drunks at summerfest that there is no more room in our little corner and forcefully kept them from spilling their beer and cig ash over me, made some kind of move in my (almost) relationship with the guy i like (he at least knows how i feel and has reciprocated with those same feelings-and he said he wants to see me again!), and have faced down on of the terrible assistant managers at work when she yelled at me for something that isn't my fault. yay me!
note to all those who care- anyone want to go down to the renfaire in late august? tell me when and i'll see if i can get off for the weekend.
on the subject of my hurting others. the truth is that i want to hurt those that have and are hurting me. i would never intentionally want to hurt those i care for. i know i can't in reasonable society, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to. i think that more i want to show them how much they hurt me, and how much i hate it, so that they stop.
to those who responded to my last post-thanks, its nice to know i've got friends who care. but i've actually started to take some initiative. i've informed the drunks at summerfest that there is no more room in our little corner and forcefully kept them from spilling their beer and cig ash over me, made some kind of move in my (almost) relationship with the guy i like (he at least knows how i feel and has reciprocated with those same feelings-and he said he wants to see me again!), and have faced down on of the terrible assistant managers at work when she yelled at me for something that isn't my fault. yay me!
note to all those who care- anyone want to go down to the renfaire in late august? tell me when and i'll see if i can get off for the weekend.
on the subject of my hurting others. the truth is that i want to hurt those that have and are hurting me. i would never intentionally want to hurt those i care for. i know i can't in reasonable society, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to. i think that more i want to show them how much they hurt me, and how much i hate it, so that they stop.
