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hey hidama. the fridges at work are pretty expensive, but i saw some cheap ones($40-50) in the sunday ads. i think they were at target or something. but they are pretty small too.

my parents don't want me on my journal while i'm at home, so my updates will be pretty sporadic.

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so, my mom and i cleaned my room yesterday. and i mean CLEAN. we threw out half of my stuff, boxed a lot more, and got rid of all the clothing i don't wear anymore. i hated it. while i know that my mom just wants a clean and organized room, it feels so invasive. she made me take everything and decide how much it all meant to me. i just can't do that. i'm not one of those people who have no attachment to my belongings, even if some of it is junk.

so, i'm going to put up my list of things that i want to do in my life, preferably starting right now.

1. kiss a guy at random off the street and then just walk away
2. go to a rave
3. work at a renfaire for a summer
4. say yes for an entire week
5. say what i'm really thinking for an entire week
6. go to a midnight showing of Rocky Horrer and act it out
7. COMPLETELY destroy a room
8. drink absinthe
9. go on a real ghost hunt, with all the electronic equipment and stuff
10. fall asleep and wake up in the arms of my significant other
11. start my day in the late afternoon/early evening and don't go to bed until after the sun rises
12. get backstage at a concert
13. tip mt hair black or blue

this is that quiz. i hope i pasted it right

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Gail
Birthday:	11.15.1986
Birthplace:	St. Joseph's, Milwaukee, WI
Current Location:	KM, WI
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	medium blond w/ red and light blond streaks
Height:	5'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	german, austrian, dutch, croatian
The Shoes You Wore Today:	converse
Your Weakness:	myself
Your Fears:	not becoming who i REALLY want to be
Your Perfect Pizza:	sausage, canadian bacon, and med. crust
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	get higher then "C"s in all my classes, find myself
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	don't know, not on IM
Thoughts First Waking Up:	what time is it?!?!
Your Best Physical Feature:	my hair or my eyes, everything else sucks
Your Bedtime:	midnight to 2am
Your Most Missed Memory:	what i was like before i got depressed and serious
Pepsi or Coke:	both
MacDonalds or Burger King:	neither, they make me sick
Single or Group Dates:	depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	black tea from japan
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee w/ milk and splenda
Do you Smoke:	sometimes
Do you Swear:	fuck yeah!
Do you Sing:	no, i suck
Do you Shower Daily:	yes, it's disgusting not to
Have you Been in Love:	no
Do you want to go to College:	yes
Do you want to get Married:	if i find someone right for me
Do you belive in yourself:	no
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	sometimes, if i have eyeliner and my hair's done
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	less and less
Do you like Thunderstorms:	yes
Do you play an Instrument:	yes, quite well as i've been told
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	no
In the past month have you Smoked:	yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	illegal-no
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	yes
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	i wish
In the past month have you been on Stage:	no
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	no
Ever been called a Tease:	if only
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	no
How do you want to Die:	before i stop enjoying life
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	work for alternative press or a record company or band
What country would you most like to Visit:	japan or finland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	any
Favourite Hair Color:	preferably dark
Short or Long Hair:	long enough that it can be styled-no buzz cuts!!
Height:	taller then me
Weight:	any, as long as it's not beefy and jockish
Best Clothing Style:	goth or punk, anything along those lines, etc. (even emo!)
Number of Drugs I have taken:	prescription-anywhere from 4 to 7. otc-3 regularily
Number of CDs I own:	hundreds
Number of Piercings:	ears
Number of Tattoos:	none yet, three planned
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	only not getting into the stuff i'm into now earlier
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!