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_fubuki_, cause she wanted me to update.
So, to all of you that want to know about my life. School right now is mecky. Japanese SUCKS, and I am not taking it next semester. Physics is physics, and I really enjoy psychology. I've got my classes mapped out for next semester, so here they are:
1. Freshman Comp
2. Abnormal Psych
3. World Environmental Systems
4. German I
5. Brit Lit Pre 1914
As some of you that have read my earlier posts, I'm finally taking classes that appeal to me, language, culture, and content wise. I'm really excited about this next semester. On another note, my roomate and I might be changing, because her good friend is having major roomate problems, and I've agreed to meet the girl, since it seems as if we have similiar schedules, and might get along better then her current roomate.
It's damn cold in WI, I've been in a Christmasy mood lately, survived Thanksgiving with the family, and I really don't want to do my papers and start studying for finals.
Things with Wilson are quite well. I met his family over Thanksgiving, and they're really nice. He met mine, and they seemed to like him. I really like him, but I know that I need to keep a logical perspective on this. He's a great guy, one that I could quite possibly see something long-term with, but I know that the probalility of us staying together is low, considering how young we are, that everyone (including the logical part of me) will say that we're too young and inexperienced to know what we are doing, that it's quite possible that I'm more into this then he is, or who knows what. But part of me just wants to say it, wants to admit that MY parents met when they were my age, and that quite possibly, I think I'm fallingin love for him.
There, I said it. I know it's too early, that it's just infatuation, that I can't get carried away by this, that I'd probably scare him off if I told him, and that I need to keep a rational head about this, but there's something about him. He makes me happy. It's not as if I'm sad when he's gone, or that I pine for his call, etc. It's that I feel peaceful with him, just being together, not even doing anything. It's that he's seen me when I think I'm the ugliest, and still thinks I'm beautiful, is willing to lend me his computer games and teach me how to play them, tells me that I apologize too much, would rather that I be squishy then be model thin (but is willing to admit that he might not have dated me in high school, because "he was a jerk and an idiot" and I quote). He admidts his faults, past and present, and is willing to help me with mine, as I am with him. It's because we're both dorks together. Because he's willing to date an anime otaku (albeit one with decent fashion and music tastes), and admidt that he's a geek.
It's all that and so much more.
_fubuki_, cause she wanted me to update.So, to all of you that want to know about my life. School right now is mecky. Japanese SUCKS, and I am not taking it next semester. Physics is physics, and I really enjoy psychology. I've got my classes mapped out for next semester, so here they are:
1. Freshman Comp
2. Abnormal Psych
3. World Environmental Systems
4. German I
5. Brit Lit Pre 1914
As some of you that have read my earlier posts, I'm finally taking classes that appeal to me, language, culture, and content wise. I'm really excited about this next semester. On another note, my roomate and I might be changing, because her good friend is having major roomate problems, and I've agreed to meet the girl, since it seems as if we have similiar schedules, and might get along better then her current roomate.
It's damn cold in WI, I've been in a Christmasy mood lately, survived Thanksgiving with the family, and I really don't want to do my papers and start studying for finals.
Things with Wilson are quite well. I met his family over Thanksgiving, and they're really nice. He met mine, and they seemed to like him. I really like him, but I know that I need to keep a logical perspective on this. He's a great guy, one that I could quite possibly see something long-term with, but I know that the probalility of us staying together is low, considering how young we are, that everyone (including the logical part of me) will say that we're too young and inexperienced to know what we are doing, that it's quite possible that I'm more into this then he is, or who knows what. But part of me just wants to say it, wants to admit that MY parents met when they were my age, and that quite possibly, I think I'm falling
There, I said it. I know it's too early, that it's just infatuation, that I can't get carried away by this, that I'd probably scare him off if I told him, and that I need to keep a rational head about this, but there's something about him. He makes me happy. It's not as if I'm sad when he's gone, or that I pine for his call, etc. It's that I feel peaceful with him, just being together, not even doing anything. It's that he's seen me when I think I'm the ugliest, and still thinks I'm beautiful, is willing to lend me his computer games and teach me how to play them, tells me that I apologize too much, would rather that I be squishy then be model thin (but is willing to admit that he might not have dated me in high school, because "he was a jerk and an idiot" and I quote). He admidts his faults, past and present, and is willing to help me with mine, as I am with him. It's because we're both dorks together. Because he's willing to date an anime otaku (albeit one with decent fashion and music tastes), and admidt that he's a geek.
It's all that and so much more.
