(no subject)
Apr. 1st, 2008 08:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
interpol15Oh man, I'm finally back!
1. Checking out the Supernatural links from the con in LA. Oh boys. Never change. And I'm happy for the Jared/Sandy engagement, despite my love for the J2.
2. OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD, NEW BATTLESTAR GALACTICA EPISODE FRIDAY! FINALLY! ALMOST A YEAR OF WAITING PEOPLE. HOW IS KARA ALIVE? WHAT ARE THE FINAL FOUR CYLONS GOING TO DO? WHO IS THE GODDAMN FUCKING FINAL CYLON!!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?
3. I've been finding myself getting sucked into new fandoms, specifically The Sentinel (which was on over ten years ago, jeezus), and back into old ones, i.e., bandom. There was a bandom primer on![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
crack_van for bandom, and I read it, and now I need more Pete/mikeyway. And Bob and Ray. Those two are just fucking awesome.
4. Real Life has been just kicking me while I'm down. My boyfriend ended up in the hospital last week after nearly giving himself alcohol poisoning, which is his own damn fault, but took up my last few days of break, so I barely got any studying done for my last midterm. And I need to talk with the deans about dropping a class, because I'm still having massive anxiety problems and mini-breakdowns all the damn time, and I won't be able to pass this semester without going under the full-time student credit load.
And the worst part is that I don't know why I can't get myself together. I have a support base, meds, actual knowledge of what's wrong with me, but I have this paralyzing fear of just everything, especially the fact that no matter how much help I get, I'm always just one step away from breaking down.
I'm like the psychiatric equivalent of living paycheck to paycheck.
At least I have 4chan, Bleach, Soviet Russia, and The Internet to help me out. Live would suck so much more without them.
So, tell me about your lives right now. Angst, dramu, hilarity, stress, everything.
1. Checking out the Supernatural links from the con in LA. Oh boys. Never change. And I'm happy for the Jared/Sandy engagement, despite my love for the J2.
2. OH GOD, OH GOD, OH GOD, NEW BATTLESTAR GALACTICA EPISODE FRIDAY! FINALLY! ALMOST A YEAR OF WAITING PEOPLE. HOW IS KARA ALIVE? WHAT ARE THE FINAL FOUR CYLONS GOING TO DO? WHO IS THE GODDAMN FUCKING FINAL CYLON!!! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON HERE?
3. I've been finding myself getting sucked into new fandoms, specifically The Sentinel (which was on over ten years ago, jeezus), and back into old ones, i.e., bandom. There was a bandom primer on
crack_van for bandom, and I read it, and now I need more Pete/mikeyway. And Bob and Ray. Those two are just fucking awesome.4. Real Life has been just kicking me while I'm down. My boyfriend ended up in the hospital last week after nearly giving himself alcohol poisoning, which is his own damn fault, but took up my last few days of break, so I barely got any studying done for my last midterm. And I need to talk with the deans about dropping a class, because I'm still having massive anxiety problems and mini-breakdowns all the damn time, and I won't be able to pass this semester without going under the full-time student credit load.
And the worst part is that I don't know why I can't get myself together. I have a support base, meds, actual knowledge of what's wrong with me, but I have this paralyzing fear of just everything, especially the fact that no matter how much help I get, I'm always just one step away from breaking down.
I'm like the psychiatric equivalent of living paycheck to paycheck.
At least I have 4chan, Bleach, Soviet Russia, and The Internet to help me out. Live would suck so much more without them.
So, tell me about your lives right now. Angst, dramu, hilarity, stress, everything.
![[identity profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/openid.png){kind=small}
(no subject)
Date: 2008-04-02 02:33 am (UTC)Being slightly angsty...you know when you're life is getting ridiculous when you create like angsty poems about it ever 2 seconds. lol! Badly written ones for that matter...
Um...and I'm trying to branch out music wise.
Have faith that things will get better though. My best friend has anxiety/depression stuff ( i dont know the exact name for what she has) but everything will work out. Maybe not today, maybe not tommorow. But it will in good time. :-)