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Sep. 28th, 2005 07:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
interpol15My sister found my lj. And now she says that she's worried that i'm all depressed and stuff. She wants me to talk to my parents or else she will, and i know that she will stretch the truth and make it seem like i'm having a breakdown or worse.
I don't know how to tell her that what i write here doesn't mean that i'm all suicidal. Yeah, i had problems ONCE, but i really am ok now. Of course i have days where i'm not all happy cheery, but i'm not skipping my meds, i've adjusted to school, and my biggest problem right now is when will i get the time to go to the bank to ask about my online checking and apply for a credit card.
I know some of the stuff here seems far out and kinda freaky, but it's just me figuring out who the hell i am, and what i really want. I have a right to explore new things. and just because she had problems when she was a freshman doesn't mean that i will too. and i know what to do in those kind of situations, and am not afraid to tell people that i need help. hell, half of this journal is just me analyzing parts of myself and figuring out what happened during all of high school.
I guess that's the good thing about college is that i can try to ignore everyone until thanksgiving, and then SHOW them that i'm (pretty much) ok.
I just realized that i'm pratically living that my chemical romance song I'm not ok (I promise) .
Alright then, I promise that i'm ok, i promise that i'm (not) ok.
I don't know how to tell her that what i write here doesn't mean that i'm all suicidal. Yeah, i had problems ONCE, but i really am ok now. Of course i have days where i'm not all happy cheery, but i'm not skipping my meds, i've adjusted to school, and my biggest problem right now is when will i get the time to go to the bank to ask about my online checking and apply for a credit card.
I know some of the stuff here seems far out and kinda freaky, but it's just me figuring out who the hell i am, and what i really want. I have a right to explore new things. and just because she had problems when she was a freshman doesn't mean that i will too. and i know what to do in those kind of situations, and am not afraid to tell people that i need help. hell, half of this journal is just me analyzing parts of myself and figuring out what happened during all of high school.
I guess that's the good thing about college is that i can try to ignore everyone until thanksgiving, and then SHOW them that i'm (pretty much) ok.
I just realized that i'm pratically living that my chemical romance song I'm not ok (I promise) .
Alright then, I promise that i'm ok, i promise that i'm (not) ok.
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Date: 2005-09-29 12:50 pm (UTC)-Sierra
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Date: 2005-09-29 02:33 pm (UTC)