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Sep. 28th, 2005 07:04 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My sister found my lj. And now she says that she's worried that i'm all depressed and stuff. She wants me to talk to my parents or else she will, and i know that she will stretch the truth and make it seem like i'm having a breakdown or worse.
I don't know how to tell her that what i write here doesn't mean that i'm all suicidal. Yeah, i had problems ONCE, but i really am ok now. Of course i have days where i'm not all happy cheery, but i'm not skipping my meds, i've adjusted to school, and my biggest problem right now is when will i get the time to go to the bank to ask about my online checking and apply for a credit card.
I know some of the stuff here seems far out and kinda freaky, but it's just me figuring out who the hell i am, and what i really want. I have a right to explore new things. and just because she had problems when she was a freshman doesn't mean that i will too. and i know what to do in those kind of situations, and am not afraid to tell people that i need help. hell, half of this journal is just me analyzing parts of myself and figuring out what happened during all of high school.
I guess that's the good thing about college is that i can try to ignore everyone until thanksgiving, and then SHOW them that i'm (pretty much) ok.
I just realized that i'm pratically living that my chemical romance song I'm not ok (I promise) .
Alright then, I promise that i'm ok, i promise that i'm (not) ok.
I don't know how to tell her that what i write here doesn't mean that i'm all suicidal. Yeah, i had problems ONCE, but i really am ok now. Of course i have days where i'm not all happy cheery, but i'm not skipping my meds, i've adjusted to school, and my biggest problem right now is when will i get the time to go to the bank to ask about my online checking and apply for a credit card.
I know some of the stuff here seems far out and kinda freaky, but it's just me figuring out who the hell i am, and what i really want. I have a right to explore new things. and just because she had problems when she was a freshman doesn't mean that i will too. and i know what to do in those kind of situations, and am not afraid to tell people that i need help. hell, half of this journal is just me analyzing parts of myself and figuring out what happened during all of high school.
I guess that's the good thing about college is that i can try to ignore everyone until thanksgiving, and then SHOW them that i'm (pretty much) ok.
I just realized that i'm pratically living that my chemical romance song I'm not ok (I promise) .
Alright then, I promise that i'm ok, i promise that i'm (not) ok.
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Date: 2005-09-29 12:50 pm (UTC)-Sierra
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Date: 2005-09-29 02:33 pm (UTC)