Sep. 28th, 2005

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hi. my mom has already started talking to me about my birthday, which got me thinking. so i'm putting up a list of the stuff that i want come november.

1. quality bottle of Finlandia
2. cheap bottle of Smirnoff
3. bottle of something else (Jack, rum, etc.)
4. A RIDE to and back from milwaukee for the 10.23.05 HIM concert. If i get a ride I'LL BUY the damn tickets tomorrow and treat the driver to a concert.
5. my sister to get off my case because of some of the stuff i've written here. she thinks i'm just putting up a facade and am not really well. just because i'm on meds doesn't mean that i don't have emotions.
6. Nightmare before christmas DVD
7. a boyfriend (or girlfriend, but i'd prefer a boy)
8. someone who will come with me when i get my tattoo's
9. Ville/Bam, Davey/Jade, (hell, any of the pairings that i like) TOGETHER AND ON VIDEO.

that's all i have for now folks. sorry if this is a little early, but i just got to thinking.
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My sister found my lj. And now she says that she's worried that i'm all depressed and stuff. She wants me to talk to my parents or else she will, and i know that she will stretch the truth and make it seem like i'm having a breakdown or worse.
I don't know how to tell her that what i write here doesn't mean that i'm all suicidal. Yeah, i had problems ONCE, but i really am ok now. Of course i have days where i'm not all happy cheery, but i'm not skipping my meds, i've adjusted to school, and my biggest problem right now is when will i get the time to go to the bank to ask about my online checking and apply for a credit card.
I know some of the stuff here seems far out and kinda freaky, but it's just me figuring out who the hell i am, and what i really want. I have a right to explore new things. and just because she had problems when she was a freshman doesn't mean that i will too. and i know what to do in those kind of situations, and am not afraid to tell people that i need help. hell, half of this journal is just me analyzing parts of myself and figuring out what happened during all of high school.

I guess that's the good thing about college is that i can try to ignore everyone until thanksgiving, and then SHOW them that i'm (pretty much) ok.

I just realized that i'm pratically living that my chemical romance song I'm not ok (I promise) .

Alright then, I promise that i'm ok, i promise that i'm (not) ok.
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AHHHH! Happy Birthday Bam! (does her happy dance)

And yes i watch THAT show, and yes, i do like Bam (more then i should).

LOST

Sep. 28th, 2005 09:01 pm
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i am a hopeless lost addict. i mean, it is bad. and i just saw the last episode. WTF!!!!

it's not that i want to know what's going on, it's that i NEED to know.

who are the others? why can locke now walk? what's with the french lady? and the girl in the back seat that's now showing up? 4 8 15 16 23 42? i have no clue. why boone? what is with desmond? who took walt and WHY? why don't we have more charlie? why is there a polar bear on the island? what are the noises? WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

this show is seriously effed up. but just as addictive as x-files. i am so screwed.

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