Personal stuff and fic ideas/updates

[interpol15]

So my new meds have some interesting side effects, like mostly making me manic as all hell. I've been getting worse over the last few years, but I can barely concentrate on anything, I'm doing like 5 things at once, I can't shut my brain up, I can't sit still, and I have that freaking elated emotions despite the fact that I need to sit down and WORK ON MY FREAKING FINAL.

Man, this is why you don't give antidepressants to a bipolar person. But hey, at least I'm not depressed anymore. Hopefully going up on my other stuff in a week will help balance things out.

And my Bob story is becoming kinda cracky. It's sorta Dark Angel influenced, with super enhanced clones made by shadowy quasi-governmental groups, and genetic bullshitting, and Bob being totally awesomely psychic and genetically enhanced, and I'm still working on the whole plot, cause I'm not sure how I want this to all work out, except for a happy ending. I can't write angst for shit, and I'm too much of a softie to do too much bad stuff to the guys.

Oh, and I now really, really want to write a PATD and American Gods crossover, where Jon Walker is some kind of mythological creature/god, which would explain his awesomeness. So now I need to go through my bajillion mythology books and find someone that will work. They need to be related to the road/travel, music, mischief, and taking things as they come. I'm vaguely thinking something around the lines of Dionysus, although I'm not really sure who I want at this point. I'm really inspired by lyra_wing's story "Dust in the Wind" though.

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[noheadlines.livejournal.com]

Bob being totally awesomely psychic and genetically enhanced

OMFG OMFG OMFG *faints*

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

Okay, so it turns out that there's this psuedo-government group thats been scanning DNA for decades now, copying certain genetic codes, and creating a genetically superior group of clones (they're all based on one specific person's dna, but aren't exact matches, because of genetic manipulation), training them to be soldiers, assasins, etc.

So Bob was one of these kids, and it turns out that he was psychic, and all the psychic's are incredibly valuable, because they can find out tons of info that would be impossible normally, can force info out of minds, brainwash those that start trying to rebel, etc. And so Bob had spent 17 years of his life like this, being seen as government property that can talk back, not as a person. But he still had free will, and like most of the kids, only did what they did because it was all they had ever known, and as a psychic, he knew what happened to those that didn't obey.

But it turns out that there's this underground railroad kind of group that's made up of former members of the evil org., and they have some infiltraitors that are trying to help get the kids that want out out. And Bob is so sick of hearing people scream as he forces his way into their minds, and all he can feel is fear, anger, and power-hunger in the place, and he had to learn how to play the piano for a mission, and he misses it so much he hurts.

So Bob gets out, and heads to Chicago, where he's given a name, family, history, and taught how to blend in. But he never is able to stop hearing every noise, or pinning the person that woke him up, and he can't forget all the things that he did, so he turns to music. And working as a tech is great, because there's so many people, and they're constantly moving, there's not much paperwork trail, and with the crazies in the bands, Bob is seriously one of the least weird people there, which is a first.

And so Bob is able to distance himself from his past, even though he can't forget, but he learns to stop hurting people when he uses his mind, and even if he still canvasses every room he enters, and catalogues everything that can be a weapon, he doesn't pin people when they tap on his shoulder anymore.

And then one day, long after he joined MCR, they're on the Black Parade tour, and it's cold and icy, and they're all in the parking lot, smoking and doing other shit, when a car skids on some ice, and heads straight for Frank. But Bob is 50 feet away, there's almost no time, but just as Frank closes his eyes, he hears a crunch and feels arms around him, and Bob is shielding him, and there's this huge dent in the car from his arm, and Bob's not hurt at all.

And nobody believes their eyes, and everyone starts freaking out, because when did Bob become superman, seriously? And Bob just looks into Frank's eyes, and knows that there's no way he can cover this up.

And that? Is when the truth comes out.

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just as Frank closes his eyes, he hears a crunch and feels arms around him, and Bob is shielding him, and there's this huge dent in the car from his arm, and Bob's not hurt at all.

I AM DEAD.
SERIOUSLY.
THIS IS THE BEST THING EVAR.

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

I was almost afraid that it's too cracky, but then I remembered the fandom.

I love that scene too. I totally stole the idea from Twilight, but it's so much better then the falling light I had planned.

I'm glad you like the idea. Once my finals are finished then I can start working on it!

[dragonflykissez.livejournal.com]

That sounds so freaking awesome, seriously. I'm a bit excited now. :D

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you like the idea!

[foolish-somnium.livejournal.com]

I hate it when I can't concentrate.D: I hope you'll be okay.

That fic sounds really good.I didn't read Bob/Frank for a long time,but I love that pairing.So,I will definitely read yours.

And YES PLEASE to Jon being a GOD.
<333

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

The concentrating thing sucks, but everything turned out okay. I'm just not used to feeling like I have ADD. Thanks though.

God, I used to read a lot of Frank/Gerard, but when I got back into bandom I started moving to less popular pairings, and I just adore Bob/Frank for some reason.

OMG, OMG, I'm so excited to start working on the Jon-as-a-god story. Because he's Jon Walker and seriously, one of the most awesome people on the planet, and the plotline has so much potential for some pretty neat stuff to go down.

[foolish-somnium.livejournal.com]

Yeah me too!I was a hardcore FRank/Gerard fan,but with all the LOTMS scenes and photos and stuff I discovered Bob/Frank and I find it totally adorable!:D

He so is.I can't believe this guy is for real,to be honest.

[trinity_clare]

I want ALL OF THESE THINGS OMG.

[interpol15.livejournal.com]

And I'm seriously going to try and give them to you, especially with it being summer and me being relatively free.